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Aquarium

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Aquarium

A week or two every August for nine years
we lived our heart’s desire, surrounded by water
and birdsong and starlight;
pulled on bathing suits each morning
and stripped them off reluctantly at night

when we emptied the clumsy aquarium
filled daily with creatures aquatic or terrestrial,
best of all a tree frog whose gelatinous toes
splayed out on the tank’s sheer walls
hoisted him up to its artificial heaven.

Our children were small, then bigger; outgrowing
the glistening sunfish they reeled in off the dock,
evenings playing Scrabble or watching meteors scatter.
They became restless, requiring frequent trips to town
where they checked their e-mail at the library

and browsed the stores for unnecessary purchases:
t-shirts bearing silly slogans, exploding candy.
Soon friends bussed up north to join them
in long secretive conversations on the dock,
late nights watching movies on their laptops.

Eventually the cottage failed to contain them.
We could no longer spy on their antics.
Summers are long now in the hot city
waiting for them to email us from
wherever they go next.

A Warm December by Leah Dockrill

A Warm December by Leah Dockrill

Bradley at the Dinner Table

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Bradley at the Dinner Table

 
You don’t want salad.
Your mouth is full of
moist dayglow gobs of
bubble-mint spiderwebs.
You spit them out in your napkin,
slurping an emerald smoothie
I made just for you.
It tastes like gummy bears
you tell me, as you take a sip
that plants sprouts on your chin
when you are done.

I’m spiralizing the cucumbers into
a decorative frill for your plate.
I hope that the curly
green and white garland
might convince you to give
the villainous vegetable a try.

Your refusal bounces
off impenetrable parental armor.
My lack of luck tonight will be
your morning breakfast smoothie —
a mother never gives up.

You smile party streamers at me,
and tap a staccato rhythm
with fork and knife against
the rectangular white table surface,
then the back of your wooden chair.

Stop is caught between my teeth —
I dance to your beat.

Spike-y Pieces by Marla Benton

In the Museum of Your Last Day

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In the Museum of Your Last Day

 
Tangled sheets,
but no pillow.

A storage basket with broken binders
and unopened packages of lined paper.

The pencil case you fill every September
but never use.

Your dress shoes,
upside down by the closet.

Folded paper squares
rain weed when I open them.

A worn backpack that belongs to Thomas
who doesn’t want his parents to find his bong.

Scraps of the Vonnegut biography
I bought for you. Benign remnant of your rage.

Empty boxes of pizza pops.
Socks rolled like potato bugs.

The clothes you didn’t stuff into that duffel bag.
The winter jacket you didn’t know you might still need in April.

Ashes along the windowsill.
A burn mark on the wall beneath it.

The screen you removed so you can climb onto the roof.
High, sleepless.

Most of this I empty into several garbage bags
the first day you are gone.

The rest I leave. Intend, some time, to set right.
After your true last day. If we ever learn when that is.

Man Alone by Anya Holloway

Man Alone by Anya Holloway

Psychiatric Protocol

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andrea_nickiPatient reports suicidal ideation.

How often does the patient think of suicide?

1. If every day, go to question 2.

2. Does the patient have a suicide plan? If no, go to question 3. Test for personality disorder.

3. Does the patient exhibit impulsive behaviour, such as spending large sums of money? If patient says no, continue with other questions. Patient must have at least # _ of symptoms in order to be diagnosed as having a personality disorder.

4. Ask patient about sexual orientation? Is the patient sometimes confused about this?

Doctor writes: Patient says no, but is upset about this question. Complains about being compulsively drawn to bad situations “like a broken compass.” Unclear.

5. Does the patient fear abandonment?

Doctor writes: Patient starts to cry. I repeat the question. Patient is very angry. Says family abandoned her. Glares and stops talking, says doesn’t like being tested for a personality disorder,  doesn’t believe in personality disorders, finds them “demeaning and disrespectful.” Patient very uncooperative and angry. Borderline personality disorder.

From Noble Orphan (Demeter Press, 2012).

Shuffle Forward

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Shuffle Forward

 
The child is suddenly silent,
Unresponsive
His face — pasty white and expressionless,
his skin feels cold and moist.
His grey ball cap has been pulled down
so far over his forehead
you can’t see his eyes.
His breathing is shallow and quick.
His pulse is strong, but rapid —
the vein in his neck distended and
pulsating with increasing purpose.

Everyone shuffles forward.

He shuffles, too,
moving in closer to you,
securing a safe place,
moored into the harbour of your back.
His slender body is rigid and still.
You place your arms behind you
and around him,
hugging him closer.

Shuffle forward.

You can feel his heartbeat pounding through you.
You can feel your own body reacting;
You pull your lips in,
pressing them tighter and tighter —
eyelids blinking,
trying desperately to
fight back your own tears.
You close your eyes for a moment and
take a deep breath.
Am I doing the right thing?
Should we leave?
He said that he didn’t want to go,
yet,
here you are.

Everyone shuffles forward.

Your arms wrapped around his rigid body, you shuffle forward,
bringing him along with you.
“Next in line!” you hear a young man
sing out from behind the counter.
You shuffle forward,
“Two adults, two children for Toy Story 3,” you say.

Pathways by Paula Follett-Comeau

Pathways by Paula Follett-Comeau